i stayed up all night long in order not to be late for the early classes… but at last i just skipped all the same.

你们真好=)

see wat im always doing in classes…

starts 9pm, rmb 30

we can be heroes… just for one day

the most terrible thing is that cannot do everything well… the ability not equal to my ambition. or cos im too lazy to finish a task? next is that… peak and pine like an old lady… pouch bigger than eye. little bit like way too leching lol. but i aint it’s not true. i just always feel tired. n as getting older… easier getting tired. it sucks.

how i wish i could refuse to grow up. always look like a little peach. yea pussy. n always hold a sweet girlish dream. but i cant. i should learn to face the fact rite. this is the fate. how i wish i could get outta here, the netting i knited for myself… once i tried to protect myself w it, but now, it just tie me up. it’s gonna kill me. so help me please.

i really hate hallucination now. really really really hate it. n oh get ur fucking skinny ass back here. ah nah u wont.

今天也许是最后的机会了。虽然我完全不知道该怎么办。

started around 12.30am n finished at 2ish am.

w/ electric torch, water color pencils n uni-ball waterproof fine deluxe. nameless n meaningless. i was just… talking w/ my roommates (i always telling jokes at late nite n glad they always enjoy thoes pulps) n drawing. n this grows into a habit. though unhealthy, its funny.

我想的东西实在太多了 对我所想的东西想得也实在太多了 无法保持一颗单纯的心和一个平静的头脑

我可以在夜晚想象一个阳光是金色的下午。那阳光好像细小颗粒一般撒落下来淅沥作响。那阳光把人的睫毛都晒退了色。

我太想号啕大哭了。

我在听David Bowie, 还在看那些七零八落的msg… 接着我哭了。u impacted my life like a falling star. but will u always be there like a cloud stone. i wonder.

The Sun Machine is Coming Down, and We're Gonna Have a Party.
The Sun Machine is Coming Down, and We're Gonna Have a Party.
The Sun Machine is Coming Down, and We're Gonna Have a Party.
The Sun Machine is Coming Down, and We're Gonna Have a Party.
The Sun Machine is Coming Down, and We're Gonna Have a Party.