i said to a close friend of mine in a lazy afternoon that i thought i wouldnt fall in love with a typical shanghai boy.

several minutes later she broke the ice. she asked me for the reason.

i told her that i wanted to leave here, the city called shanghai. i said i needed someone to take me away from here.

 

in a matter of fact, i just dont wanna marry to a shanghai man.

they are so predominant that i can hardly imagine we have to get along.

i wanna marry to a outlander.

even though he might not take me away, in other words, he had to stay here, i dont mind. if only he wasnt born here in shanghai.

 

and i need to get married as soon as possible. i am tired out.

日光越強烈越感到一切的倉促  沒有光它們便都失去了顏色  一團團漆黑和蒼白 

我在胃痛,在內疚,後天要考試,要考到很晚,我很浮躁,很難過,很茫然

我鼻子很酸,很想哭,很想找人訴苦,很想本色

我累壞了,真的累壞了,對不起,這麼久,給你們添麻煩了

如果我真的很討厭,那就當我沒存在過吧,你們會習慣的,而我,不重要的

i dont believe that he knows nothing about my innermost thoughts.
i'm sure that he is always pretending.
he is afraid to understand me.
he cant live with the fact that he understands me.
i'm sorry.
i shouldnt turn into myself his encumbrance.

i heard that they had a brawl. it seems i should chuckle to myself.
but i didnt. i just took out a cigaret and left the dorm.
i said to myself that it was nothing. it was none of my business.
actually i had no persuasion. i felt deeply sorry.
it was a miserable failure. i was a miserable.

i hate that fucking guy criticize my personal faith with balderdash

he is such an tough skunk, a motherfucker youngster and a fucking egoist

he cant always understand what other people's ideas

he just makes his fucking comments on them

he always says, 'i think it is shit.'

jesus christ! what the fuck

what are you son of bitch talking about

do you think that your silly comments are really the truth?

bullshit. actually they are shit

fuck a duck

i dont give a fuck on what you are always thinking

and i wont be so angry about your balderdash on my other ideas

i just hate you fucking around my personal faith

you'd better piss off before i kick your ass

and i wont delete your comments

then everybody will see an underbred bastard clamouring all the time

i need a flat with a comfotarble bath and a little room with a sunny exposure
i will put a coffin into the nice room
it should be a white coffin where i can sleep at night
and in the daytime i will use it as a table or a desk
i need some plants, packs of cigarettes, jars of coffee and bags of fruits
i also need a lover or a husband
i need wonderful life
it may pass in a crowd
but it is true. it is touchable
should we enjoy my devoted songs together
will you take a most beautiful picture for me
i will love you with all my heart and i will always smile upon you

沉默的你,陽光蕭瑟的樹林

那些你愛的人,溫柔的那麼柔軟

無知的我,是落葉落寞又落魄

曾經幻滅的歲月,穿插沉默的現在

呼嘯而過的青春,沉默不與的你

即使給我個燦爛的明天,讓我懺悔的你

這被禁忌的遊戲,早已忘卻的歲月

這被禁忌的遊戲,一如既往的歲月

歲風飄蕩的我們,黑夜裡尋找一點點歡愉

又一次面對這春色,失落的不只所以

暗自嘆息又暗自傷心,遊戲已如此陌生

看往川流的人群,穿越沉默的現在

呼嘯而過的青春,沉默不語的你

即使給我個燦爛的明天,讓我懺悔的你

這被禁忌的遊戲,早已忘卻的歲月

這被禁忌的遊戲,一如既往的歲月

這被禁忌的世界,離開禁忌的遊戲

你看荒謬的我們,離開禁忌的遊戲

 

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我害怕這股力量會打破我的極限,取代我現在靈魂的面目

這股力量讓所有的描寫都詞不達意,它固執兀自存在著

目中無人,可怕的驕傲,我希望我能夠打敗它,我必須堅持住我自己

我不能失去信仰

"有什麼事日子總歸要過"

A Gothic Love Song
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I'm clicking your fingers for a gothic twilight
that actually existed just in your head
 
your fingernails painted black or bloodred
i forget
 
and your fake-leather volumes jabbering on hell
manifest decadence was what you hoped to exhale
 
your eyes tried so hard to glitter
a star-snuffing black so you opened your books
 
and you opened your legs and so opened your heart
and let in the badness you claimed as your friend
 
with un-angels hovering like flies around the orchard
that had covered your soul their empire increasing
 
and your country deserted by your self
the bells of st. mary call us to remember that life is with end
 
and the gestures can kill us moreover destroy
and there is one judgment only
 
your letters came daily in french or in german
but they meant to me nothing i caught the slow chords
 
and dry ice fogging your mind
i see all too clearly now why you could be discarded
 
and though i could pray for you i probably shan't
having had my cup filled up with your lies and your make-up
 
you were nothing thinking you're something
and nonetheless i still write this gothic love song
 
a sign to myself and the memory of my past
i still write this gothic love song
 
a sign to myself and the memory of my past
and a way to shut out your face

 

未聽聞過比此更美麗的歌

多少時間以來,依舊如此喜愛

我仍舊寫下這首gothic love song

這是我和我過去的痕跡

與遮住你的臉龐的方式

 

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